any ways ok so really its not really even a week its less and that blows my mind to like space because it littraly feels like i just got here but at the same time it feels like ive been here my wole life and ive known all my distric and zone my whole life. its the crazeyest most awsome feeling ever. like i just keep praying and asking hevenly father and talking to him saying this is amazing andi loveevey second of it and im so blessed to be here but pleas bless that timme will pass this fast all the time. its honestly been the bigest blessing in my life not only becoming closer to god but ive learded so crazy much and im becomimg like a missonary wearddddd hahaah
for example sister mozo and i will be walking and well juat start sining a hym..... like shauna did you ever think that day woud come that i would just be strollling down the side walk and start singing as sisters in zion BECASUE I DIDNT... the cruch is true. but the church is sshhhhh dont tell UT but the chuch is truer in AZ!! littraly as im in classes or at a dvitional and they are constantly telling us as missonarys that we need to have a ferm tstomny of our savor and that he lives and loves us and that he came to hearth and heald and blessed and was our bigest example. were constanty told that is the bigest testomy we shoud have and i was like wait yall didnt see him riding on a donky or see him heal my friends on stage or see him sacrifice in the grarden of gesemony, or hold a baby and watch the crusafiction and get to say every night for a month pluss I KNOW HE LIVES. i forget that like not evyone gets to have that experince and i know that experince right therre all those years we committ all those spring brakes we gave up all those long nights and hot days littraly are why im here is littraly why im on a misson because i know with out any hesation that my savior not only loves me and know me but I KNOW HE LIVES and aaaaaaaaa it is like speritual truth!!!!!
i dont know why im sgharing this but im trying to rely on the sperit and lissen to him 100% so here we go.
one of my yes abby... sister tucker ... the cruch is true and christ knows you personly moments actuly the firs momest ive felt that happend at easterpagent
i was having as they say a no goood verry bad day and school was the worst AND it was as the kids say a hot mess of a day. and i was triggerd becasue i had a bad day and what did we have that night steanking easter pagent. and geez i had a bad day so why would i wat to go to the temple grounds and reanact christ life ... shhesh i obously didnt know i NEEDED TO GO TO THE TEMPLE GROUNDS RIGHTTTTTT
any ways we were all geting ready for healling and teaching and tyler was playing christ to i was on ridge dutty and obously was pumped about that #myboyfriend and so i was holding ridge and he ws geing squrmey and then he saw his dad whi was protraying christ walkinng our way and he reaches out to ridge and says ridge i love you and than touches my face asn says abby how are you i love you. and yes i know it was tyler protraying christ but in that moment probaby with out eving knowing tyler lissend to the sperit and he talked to me as the svaior as my savor would. heveny father and christ knew i was having a bad day but tyler didnt. in that momnrt i know christ and my heveny father are so aware of me out all the peple out of all the children out oof all the multude christ came to me and asked how i was bacause he know i was haveing a bad day !!! WHAT THAT IS NOT A FINGER PRINT OF THE LORD YALL THAT WAS THE WHOLE HAND !!!1
speeking of fingerprints yo hommis i got some for yall
ok soooooo unfortantly sunday is not the day of rest i think ive said that befoer here in the mtc its as the kids say crazy town. any ways so me and sister mozo had district councle with all teh outher peopel any wasy so we get in there and if i havntmentione it yet our branch presdent lets just say bless his heart... aunt kara you know what i mean ... he just is a man whos gots some rules in his head hand he thinks that litte white hand book is more important than a person. and dont get me wrong i know 100% obedence is littrely the saving grace on missons but hes just as they say not kind. so we go intoo our meeting and he startes it off with elders ive herd thew the grape vine that youve been holding a zone prayer some time between 9-9:30 and it must stop group prayers are not aproupet at that time thats whatn you should be geting ready for bed. adn then i said well weve been praying as a zone of gris around 10 beacue thas when evone is about ready for bed and we ve seen souch blessings from it
ok another sisde story ok so weve been doing a group prayer littraly sece weve got here and we didnt know we couldent do it. and weve adopted difftent sisters famly prayr triditions like happy time and anoer sister saud that in here family prayer they pray all touching knees and than give a big group hug afterwards and honesty as just a missonaty but as a sister tranig leader ive seen souch souch souch blessings from this happy time and group prayer it brings the sperit and honesty evyone walkes away so much happer. it littraly is the best and the best blessings came from it ,
but back to the branch counce stroy soooo were in branch counce and he jsut told the elders that thay cant pray from 9-9:30 adn i just said wwll we pray @ 10 and he fliped a lid !! he was like WHAT that is personal time you should not even be talkng after 9:30 you are braking the rulles you are not being excatly obedent and you will not be blesses becasue you are not 100% obedent and all group prayers need to ... must stop emedenty praying in groups is nor aloud and is not apropret. and i just lost it. i started cring and than i started balling and than sister mozo and i had to leave the meeting because i was just as they say a hot mess. i told sister mozo i was expecting it to be hard here in the mtc and i knew that people on my misson would tell me im crazy or that what i tought and belives was crazy and not true bbut honesty i didnt ever think my leader the misson presdent or branch presdent would tell me i couldent pray !! i was destrot. i was honestly cracked. but just a touch cracked because just you wait becasue the LORD IS INCHARGE and he put a bandade on my crack
so we walk into the metting becasue we couldent just not come back so i had to get my self together enough to walk back in and i did i dont know how i did but i did .. oh wait jessus thats how but we go back in my eys all red adn puffy my makup looking ummm not fly anf evyone lookimg at me and i sit down and look out the windo and littraly waht did i see .. no pun in tended from where i was sitting i was at a sertin angle that i could see only 2 flags drom where i was sitting and do you know how kid=nd the lord is DO YOU DO YOU the ony wo flags i could see were the argintina flag and the itlay flag side by side... and that doent happen like there is like 20 flag poles in the cortyard at the mtc and they put up and take down new flags evey day. the chances that thoes two flags got put right next to eachouther the chance that from i was sitting i could ony see those two flags... that is not a quinsidince that is a fingerprint of the lord in my life. and for all you who are wondering why is italy and argintinna so improtant ...my hommies are surving there missons in thise two countryes
but ya supper awsoem pulle my self together because whyyyyyyy... the lords inchare ...
extra toppings of inof i nned to share as well........
my trc told me shes from astralia that tucker in her land meas food .... first are you kidding me !!!!!! of corse it does ... shes like if we were going out to eat wed day were going out to the tuck shop sooo pretty mcuh my life makes sence now and my love .. my familys love for food makes sence now
one of the elders in my district dranke 14 glasses of oring juce in one day ykesssss
and sister mozo and i like to do our comp invintory while were in the showe stalls lol
exttra extra speritual topings i got to share
so we leaarned that need to be afrade becase your on the lords team your whereing his name and his unafors ( reffering to garments ) and i was like woowwww that was a asome relization
aslo we were sitting in class mckay you will apreate this story and out tracher was saying how the lord has so much to offer us if we just have faith and belive him adn live his gospal he WILL take caire of us and i was like ya ya i got you i got you ... than lissen mcaky i had the best relating a move to the gospal ever so you know the movie huck if not watch it for fhe this week because sister tucker is relating it ti the gospal so you can. but on hook peater comes back to never land as an adult and he dosnt rember anyting and all the lost boys are trrying to teach him how to be a lot boy again. but any ways there at dinner and all the lost boys are chowing DOWNNNN like there just feasting on the spreed of food placed in frount of them. and petter hes sitting at the same table as the lost bous and he cant see any food and hes so confused and he doesnt understan what there doing becasue thers so food ... thst he can see .. and the lost boys said petter you can eat too if you only belive .. and so peater closed his eyes and truly belived and wehn he oppend his eyes there was a feast set for kings befoer him and he eate ....
WHATTTTTTT ARE YOU KIDDING ME PEOLE ITS LIKE THE GOSPAL !!! the lord has this while table of blessing and gifts and eveyting elses he wants us to have but we cant see the blesssing the " speritual food " we cant see tham and partake untill we truly belivwe !!!
like littraly wow my mind was blown
ok well thats all i got i love you all next time you here frm me ill be far far away fro provo we got to take that long 30 min buss ride to WEST SIDEEEE jk jk but love you all and pray for you
and some one some one please go and get mexcan food and a soda shop on my behafe!! and send a
not a bad day yet hommes!!
-sister tucker
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