Week 4: Mesa is the promised land ... I'm pretty shore

Bicycle 

Unicycle 

Unitard 

Hockey puck 

Rattlesnake 

Monkey 

monkey 

Underpants 

This is my mind right now along with 

Misson feald 

Apple feald 

Corn feald 

Dr peper feald ?!?!?

But yes yes I'm out on what they call the misson feald. And littraly yall remember how it took me a week to adjust to MTc life ya now sister t is adjusting to feald life. Which it's way hard but like in the best way possible. I'm really learning to really on the lord more than ever and learning to truly find peace in the scriptures and quite littraly poor mu heart to the lord because prayer is my time where I get to tell some one about my day. I used to do that during happy time and my happy time would always take the longest because I had to tell story's and there were usually full body telling story gestures which I miss my long happy times with my family but now I just talk to my hevenly father with our the extream story jesters Haha 

But so my trainer she's really cool she's from the south but sadly she has no accent so that's a bummer but she's really cool and super chill and just goes with the flow which is really really nice my hevenly father defentaly blessed me there.

But our investigators were mostly planting seeds right now this area just had like 7 babtisims so were at the biggning stages of missonary work again woch honestly is nice for me so I can learn from the beginning. But one of our investigators I will call her hope 

( so I will be naming each of our investigators a new name based on there personality) 

So hope is 17 and she's been going to church since she hes been 3 so she grew up in the church. So she littray knows everything I know she's crazy smart and kind but she has had to wait till she's 18 to be baptized because wait fot it ....

Her dad is a poligumist. 

Yes I must be in UT. So children from poligumist family's have to wait till there 18 it's just a rule. All of her older siblings have been baptized and most of them have surved or are currently serving missions.

They whole family both wives included come to church every week they take up two pews and they know the church is true and there the kindest people but the dad just doesn't and can't choose one family to be ceeld to so they just continue to live the way they live. So its crazy like you walk in there house and it looks like a morman home with temple photos and church photos and quotes and they look like stait up morman but when you walk in there house it doenst feel like a morman home because the spirit isn't there and it just blows mind. So yall st home make shore your living your lifes so the spirit can reside in your home because it does make a difference!! 180 degrees difference.

But ok so UT as a whole ...I'm shocked and sound like a baby for saying this because its UT but guys I have culture shock!!!!!

First they think Costa Vida is mexcan food!!

Its not!!!

Its NOT PEOPLE!!

and really though I think I just figured that it woud be like mesa cough cough the promise land because like provo and alpine and heber are like Mesa but this whole west salt like misson is a different animal.

And so I'm like WHAT THE HECK. It just blows mu mind I have culture shock in UT geezzzzzzzzzz

But its chill I'll get over it I mean as lo g as I dont come one thinking freaking Costa vida is mexcan food I'll be fine.. right ?? Right 

Any ways ya this week decently has bee. A week of rely on the lord and trusting him. And learning to truly find answers in scriptures and peace and prayers.

The church is true

Everywhere!!!! Possabay more in Mesa but that's why Mesa is the promised land so YAYA !!!!

I miss you all and I live you all and I pray for you all littraly name by name!!!!

And I love any photos and vidos yoy send my way about home life!!!

And some one should go take my mom and dad a plate of cookies because there amazing!!!

I love you all with everything I have !!

-Sister tucker

Ps: I love and live for letters so ummm yaya 

My address is 

3150 west Whitehall dr.

West valley city, UT 84119 

LOVE YOU ALL

Week 3: ONE WEEK MOREEEEEEEEE

natraly i sang that in my best les misrabale voive i could... side note ummmm me and mathew got jipped!!! and i know you all were thinking it too seesh!!!!!


any ways ok so really its not really even a week its less and that blows my mind to like space because it littraly feels like i just got here but at the same time it feels like ive been here my wole life and ive known all my distric and zone my whole life. its the crazeyest most awsome feeling ever. like i just keep praying and asking hevenly father and talking to him saying this is amazing andi loveevey second of it and im so blessed to be here but pleas bless that timme will pass this fast all the time. its honestly been the bigest blessing in my life not only becoming closer to god but ive learded so crazy much and im becomimg like a missonary wearddddd hahaah
for example sister mozo and i will be walking and well juat start sining a hym..... like shauna did you ever think that day woud come that i would just be strollling down the side walk and start singing as sisters in zion BECASUE I DIDNT... the cruch is true. but the church is sshhhhh dont tell UT but the chuch is truer in AZ!! littraly as im in classes or at a dvitional and they are constantly telling us as missonarys that we need to have a ferm tstomny of our savor and that he lives and loves us and that he came to hearth and heald and blessed and was our bigest example. were constanty told that is the bigest testomy we shoud have and i was like wait yall didnt see him riding on a donky or see him heal my friends on stage or see him sacrifice in the grarden of gesemony, or hold a baby and watch the crusafiction and get to say every night for a month pluss I KNOW HE LIVES. i forget that like not evyone gets to have that experince and i know that experince right therre all those years we committ all those spring brakes we gave up all those long nights and hot days littraly are why im here is littraly why im on a misson because i know with out any hesation that my savior not only loves me and know me but I KNOW HE LIVES and aaaaaaaaa it is like speritual truth!!!!!

i dont know why im sgharing this but im trying to rely on the sperit and lissen to him 100% so here we go.
one of my yes abby... sister tucker ... the cruch is true and christ knows you personly moments actuly the firs momest ive felt that happend at easterpagent

i was having as they say a no goood verry bad day and school was the worst AND it was as the kids say a hot mess of a day. and i was triggerd becasue i had a bad day and what did we have that night steanking easter pagent. and geez i had a bad day so why would i wat to go to the temple grounds and reanact christ life ... shhesh i obously didnt know i NEEDED TO GO TO THE TEMPLE GROUNDS RIGHTTTTTT


any ways we were all geting ready for healling and teaching and tyler was playing christ to i was on ridge dutty and obously was pumped about that #myboyfriend and so i was holding ridge and he ws geing squrmey and then he saw his dad whi was protraying christ walkinng our way and he reaches out to ridge and says ridge i love you and than touches my face asn says abby how are you i love you. and yes i know it was tyler protraying christ but in that moment probaby with out eving knowing tyler lissend to the sperit and he talked to me as the svaior as my savor would. heveny father and christ knew i was having a bad day but tyler didnt. in that momnrt i know christ and my heveny father are so aware of me out all the peple out of all the children out oof all the multude christ came to me and asked how i was bacause he know i was haveing a bad day !!! WHAT THAT IS NOT A FINGER PRINT OF THE LORD YALL THAT WAS THE WHOLE HAND !!!1


speeking of fingerprints yo hommis i got some for yall


ok soooooo unfortantly sunday is not the day of rest i think ive said that befoer here in the mtc its as the kids say crazy town. any ways so me and sister mozo had district councle with all teh outher peopel any wasy so we get in there and if i havntmentione it yet our branch presdent lets just say bless his heart... aunt kara you know what i mean ... he just is a man whos gots some rules in his head hand he thinks that litte white hand book is more important than a person. and dont get me wrong i know 100% obedence is littrely the saving grace on missons but hes just as they say not kind. so we go intoo our meeting and he startes it off with elders ive herd thew the grape vine that youve been holding a zone prayer some time between 9-9:30 and it must stop group prayers are not aproupet at that time thats whatn you should be geting ready for bed. adn then i said well weve been praying as a zone of gris around 10 beacue thas when evone is about ready for bed and we ve seen souch blessings from it


ok another sisde story ok so weve been doing a group prayer littraly sece weve got here and we didnt know we couldent do it. and weve adopted difftent sisters famly prayr triditions like happy time and anoer sister saud that in here family prayer they pray all touching knees and than give a big group hug afterwards and honesty as just a missonaty but as a sister tranig leader ive seen souch souch souch blessings from this happy time and group prayer it brings the sperit and honesty evyone walkes away so much happer. it littraly is the best and the best blessings came from it ,


but back to the branch counce stroy soooo were in branch counce and he jsut told the elders that thay cant pray from 9-9:30 adn i just said wwll we pray @ 10 and he fliped a lid !! he was like WHAT that is personal time you should not even be talkng after 9:30 you are braking the rulles you are not being excatly obedent and you will not be blesses becasue you are not 100% obedent and all group prayers need to ... must stop emedenty praying in groups is nor aloud and is not apropret. and i just lost it. i started cring and than i started balling and than sister mozo and i had to leave the meeting because i was just as they say a hot mess. i told sister mozo i was expecting it to be hard here in the mtc and i knew that people on my misson would tell me im crazy or that what i tought and belives was crazy and not true bbut honesty i didnt ever think my leader the misson presdent or branch presdent would tell me i couldent pray !! i was destrot. i was honestly cracked. but just a touch cracked because just you wait becasue the LORD IS INCHARGE and he put a bandade on my crack


so we walk into the metting becasue we couldent just not come back so i had to get my self together enough to walk back in and i did i dont know how i did but i did .. oh wait jessus thats how but we go back in my eys all red adn puffy my makup looking ummm not fly anf evyone lookimg at me and i sit down and look out the windo and littraly waht did i see .. no pun in tended from where i was sitting i was at a sertin angle that i could see only 2 flags drom where i was sitting and do you know how kid=nd the lord is DO YOU DO YOU the ony wo flags i could see were the argintina flag and the itlay flag side by side... and that doent happen like there is like 20 flag poles in the cortyard at the mtc and they put up and take down new flags evey day. the chances that thoes two flags got put right next to eachouther the chance that from i was sitting i could ony see those two flags... that is not a quinsidince that is a fingerprint of the lord in my life. and for all you who are wondering why is italy and argintinna so improtant ...my hommies are surving there missons in thise two countryes



but ya supper awsoem pulle my self together because whyyyyyyy... the lords inchare ...





extra toppings of inof i nned to share as well........


 my trc told me shes from astralia that tucker in her land meas food .... first are you kidding me !!!!!! of corse it does ... shes like if we were going out to eat wed day were going out to the tuck shop sooo pretty mcuh my life makes sence now and my love .. my familys love for food makes sence now

one of the elders in my district dranke 14 glasses of oring juce in one day ykesssss


and sister mozo and i like to do our comp invintory while were in the showe stalls lol



exttra extra speritual topings i got to share




so we leaarned that need to be afrade becase your on the lords team your whereing his name and his unafors ( reffering to garments ) and i was like woowwww that was a asome relization

aslo we were sitting in class mckay you will apreate this story and out tracher was saying how the lord has so much to offer us if we just have faith and belive him adn live his gospal  he WILL take caire of us and i was like ya ya i got you i got you ... than lissen mcaky i had the best relating a move to the gospal ever so you know the movie huck if not watch it for fhe this week because sister tucker is relating it ti the gospal so you can.  but on hook peater comes back to never land as an adult and he dosnt rember anyting and all the lost boys are trrying to teach him how to be a lot boy again. but any ways there at dinner and all the lost boys are chowing DOWNNNN like there just feasting on the spreed of food placed in frount of them. and petter hes sitting at the same table as the lost bous and he cant see any food and hes so confused and he doesnt understan what there doing becasue thers so food ... thst he can see .. and the lost boys said petter you can eat too if you only belive .. and so peater closed his eyes and truly belived and wehn he oppend his eyes there was a feast set for kings befoer him and he eate ....


WHATTTTTTT ARE YOU KIDDING ME PEOLE ITS LIKE THE GOSPAL !!! the lord has this while table of blessing and gifts and eveyting elses he wants us to have but we cant see the blesssing the " speritual food " we cant see tham and partake untill we truly belivwe !!!


like littraly wow my mind was blown




ok well thats all i got i love you all next time you here frm me ill be far far away fro provo we got to take that long 30 min buss ride to WEST SIDEEEE jk jk but love you all and pray for you

and some one some one please go and get mexcan food and a soda shop on my behafe!! and send a

picture if ya diung it i love me some photos!!1 love you all


not a bad day yet hommes!!

-sister tucker
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Week 2: WHAT TIME IS IT ????

well i dont know id asume its summer time #highschoolmusicle buttttttttt guess who losed there watch....... yes me ripppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp


butttt ok so one full week IM A SURVIVOR just like reba!!!!!
this week was good guys like really good i mean it wasnt like baha blast good ..... ok wait it kinda was buttt speeking of baga blast of some one sends me a six pack of baha blast i will bring them the fullness of the gospall.
but okk so lets see what i can pull out of my mind for this week, because if you have never been at the mtc the days feel like weeks the weeks feel like days and eveyone is littraly on a sperityal high ALL THE TIME so time here is kinda a joke. like youll be sitting in class at night and your teacher will be like ok you rember this morning we learded about xyz and youll be like THAT WAS THIS MORNING???!!!! ya me and sister mozo feal like that amost evey day.

but ok so lets start at the begining of the week wichhhh actuly happens to be last wednesday after i wrote home.

ok so as a zone we went to the temple. amazing right ...??? well YOU RIGHT ( btw i got my whole district to start saying YOU RIGHT... so the legicy contunues ) any ways so were going to the temple and honesty i needed to go i was feelimg over wellemd and over classroom worked and i neeed to be there. so i just had a constant prayer in my heart that i would feel peace and comfort and it would be the mesa movie ... if you know what i mean wink wink
abd we get in the temple still overwellmed
we get into the seson and sit dwon still overwellmed ... and it wasnt the mesa movie sooooooo
sesons over and and in the clestual room and honestly feeling a litte better but im still dont feel peace and to be honest i was just like my brain hurt my body was tierd my sperit was overwelled with all this awsome things im constantly learning but to be honest i was done and i was tierd and i didnt know ehat to do. i obously wasnt thinking about comming home or anyting but i just wented a sine from hevenyfather tat i was where i was suposed to be aka a misson . so i came up with what i thought was a perfict and resonable request. i prayed to my hevenly father to see mckay. like when we were walking back i just wanteded to see him driving by or skate bording by like he didnt even have to see me i just wanted to see him. so as a zone started to walk back to the mtc from the temple cough cough by the way we go the temple at 1:15 on fridays ... any way so weere walking back and we get to the cross walk and lik like looking like im like hevenly father i asked for this and i dont see him WHATTTTTTT!!! i know i was kinda like triggerd to butttt lissen linda so were at the cross walk and this girl starts waving to us ... and then i like think she says my name but i couldnt twll and there was a big group of us so she could ahve been talking to any of us righ?? and so we walk across the cross walk and this girl is now out of her car and se says ABBYYYYYYY and i turn around and  know her!!! guys i know here shes chelses best friend !! amd i told her to tell my brother i loved him and she took a quick pic and drove off


now did the lord answer my prayer the anser is HECK YES in nit the way i asked wich almost makes it better! but lisses it honestaly gets better so that was last friday and this next story takes place on thurday.. i think see i told you time in the mtc sheesh

but me and sister mozo just got out of our trc lesson wich by the way is going amaing she acpted out soft commetment to babtisum and were going to ask for a hard commtment to babtusim next time sooo we love it
but we were siting like in the main squar of the mtc its like a big out side siting ara but were just like chilling reading our scripters and guess who says my name MY BROTHER !!!! no joke whatttt the lord anserd my exact prayer almost a week latter!!! so i gotto see my brother pluss the lord gave me a bonus hay i see you blessing last friday at the temple. the lord is incharge and this is his gospal ans he loves us each of us so much i cant even put into words he just does.

also guess who i am like best friends with here at the mtc???
ill give you a hint

88 koriens 55 seets !!!!

yes yes indeed the korien's!!!! sister kim and sister wong are the best and we littraly see them all the time and every time we do see them they sat DESTANY and thats becasye they say its desteny we see eachouter all the time so we must be best frieds. i love them for that i thbk we all need to keep that in out mind, if some one or something somes in our path its most defentaly destany from our heveny father and take it as that because youll be so much more greatfull for what you have.

okkkk now sunday sunday at the mtc is NOT what they call the day of rest littraly we were i meetings or class for 14 hours !!!1 no brakes no nothing not even food brakes because oh yes it was fast suday sooo yaa us for not dieing. honesty i wanted to just cry at the end of sunday i was over wellmed and over woked and i felt like at alot of the devos they were saying tet the lord mold you into some one diffrent onto some one the lord wants you to be and that was like a littral knife to the heat because if ther is one thing i was told befoer i let was dont change who you are who you are makes you spical. so evey time i hurd someone say let the lord change you to who he wants you to be i was like ummmm betta nottttttttt the loed loves me for me i ant about that whole change life. dont get me wrong i tottly want the lord to mold me to something better but ummm change i ant about that life. but than tuesday night we had a devo and presdend wong of the 12 and his wife taled to us and sisteer wong sed something that wa MENT for me abby t
and she said the lord needs your indivual talents your individual personalitys the lord needs you for who you are in his work. and i was like YESSSSSSSSS YOU RIGHT it was amazing !!!!


and so loved that and ever sene than i really havent had a hard day because NOT A BAD DAY YET .... right chelsey ???

but so sister mozo and i are sister training leaders and we got 8 new sisters and 4 new elders iin our zone but oh hers a story for ya

so yesterday one of our new sisters go a  bee sting 3 days before entering the mtc and no joke her poor foot yerterday and today is twice its size swollen and its brusing needless to say shes in pain, then one of our outher new sisters broke out in hives so reminder this was all last nigh ok
so me and sister mozo helped the sweet sister with the bee stung foor sister mozo mussasged it because shes a trained mussasages tharipist and i put oils o her ... thaks aunt kara
and than i went to take the outher isiter who was braking out in hives bennadrill and then she passed out and was fine and as i was going into my room with all the 6 sisters who like in my room two of the sisters are gime and one of them is in tears and i was like WHAT THE HECK IS IT  A FULL MOON (t wants by the way ) but long story short evyone is ok and its fine but honesly im so proud of all the sisters we havent had any problems till last night and it really want a problem people just neeened to cry a litte. but really the hot mess of a night really is what me and sister mozo needed because we both were feeling like we wanted to have a litte pitty party but NOPE ANT GOT TIME FOR THAT the lord need us to help our sisters and it helped us become ne one and more unfide so all in all i learnd forget your sellf and go to work.

i love tyhis work i love this gospall
i LOVE my savior


peace and love


sister tucker


sister abigail rose tucker
JUN19 UT-SLCW
2005 N 900 E Unit 18
Provo UT 84602


abigail.tucker@myldsmail.net


*mom and dad ill send pictures you can atach with this email in half a sec LOVE YA

Week 1: guys its BETTER THAN JAIL

don't worry lily no crusty bologna sandwiches or any thing.


BUTTTTTTTTT

OK THIS WEEK
lol it has'nt even been a full week its been what 3 days today is the third day thats littraly crazy to me each day feels like a week and each night feels like  a quick minuet. no joke the term we keep you busy is the BIGEST understatment in the world. littraly every min in planed and every second you have something to do. its so awsomwe though i love it its jsut as the kids say.... hard ... see see what i did ther mckay and mom i held my tongue you should be impressed

buttt so wednesday
mckay droped me off and i was feeling as the kids say all the emotionns
but honestly i was just praying the whole time not to cry hevenly father pleae please dont let me cry because if i start crying i wont stop pluss my makeup looked really good that day and i didnt want to mess it up so there ya go there was my natural man comming up.

but for the record people i didnt cry .... and still havent and fot the record once more DONT PLAN ON CRYING ABOUT BEING HOME SICK ant no one got time for that here ..... cryimg time was not on our schdual for this week or next week or the week after that soooo if its not on the schdual i littraly dont have time for it AT ALL

did i mention were soo bissey here because WE ARE


AND speeking of the we i love my comp shes from hawiia and her name is sistert mozo and shes amazing

supper chill so nice and we totttlay balence each outher its awsome


but we love out clases ther long and there hard but there ya there just long and hard buttt we get so much out of all our classes

i just keep thinking this for all you heritage hommies youll get what im saying

all during jr high it was soooooo hard the classes were hard the teachers were hard the projects were hard and i mean come on we had libray since and mrs shepperd so HARD
and all the time ALL ALL ALL the time the jr high teachers told us if you think this is hard you wnt make it through high school, high school is WAY harder than this so at least i paniced and worried about high school and was worried it was going to be like the thing that broke me from all the school load ....

ARE YOU KIDDING ME !!!!!!

shoure it was tough and chalanging and hard some times but nothing what all theas teachers bilt it up to be and it was tottaly awsome


thats how im keeping my mind set about the mtc its hard but lol there borderline trying to push you to see if you can make it on a misson just like jr high pushes you and pushed you to see if you could make it through high school and i want you all to now i maid it though both soooo


and i say the mtc is hard because it is it is hard but its souch a good chalanging hard
and my brain hurts like 80% of the time but hay at least its not 100% of the time but really this is good whatr were all doing here is so GOOD and amaing and i really do love it so imbetween all the hard work it is its so amazing and you know it takes pretter and work and time lots of time to turn cole into a dimond so you know what i say to that my frends and family SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A FREAKING DIMOND !!!!!!1





but ok side note im soooo impresed with theas missnarys who learn a new language like honestly like bow down in mazment. i cant even emagin. my brain alredy fills crazy exploding full of so much stuff and than trying to add another language i cant even my littral prayers go out to them




but WHOS IN THE HOUSE WHOS IN THE HOUSE


i saw danual taylor the first day i was here and fliped a steenking lid we were in the cafiotera and i just here sister tucker!!!??? AND oh man oh man what a cutie there he was it was awsome (ill try to get a picture with him next time i see him)



and than i was have been looking for whitnee like ever sence i got here and i was geting like not frustrated but like come oh hevenly father how have i not seen here and than i was like while she said she would still be at the mtc when i was hrer but shes been here  a crazy long time so mabey she lefed on tuesday ....
THAN
THAN


me and sister mozo were sitting out side by the flags wich is like in the heart of the mct ok
and i here ABBY???!!!!
AND I FLIPPED A FREAKING LIDDDDDDDD
there was sister hanks and we both screamed and huged and it was like hugging home and it was awsomwe most deffentaly the highlight of my week so far pluss who doesnt love whitnee sooo seeing her just like normaly like at home would make my day but here oh man it was as they say legendary.



but so me and sister mozo got maid sister traning leaders and so when the new sisters come in on wednesday were like incharge of them ... not really more like ther big sister and make shore they know where to go ad stuff and GUYS you all know how drectionaly unsound i am like ok me and ister mozo who is about at drectonaly soumd as me we can hardly barley by the skin of our teeth get to class on time so bless theas new sisters hearts ykessss its going to be ezxiting thats for dang shore


but i love you all
some one pinch the grand babys buns for me and squizz calvin exrta long for me
and some one PLEASE go get a soda from the soda shop for me !! and take a picture and send it to me!!


also some how ive missed places all of my pictures i printed out so if you got some send them my way !!!!!

my fam has my mtc adress


ok i love you all
the chuch is true and i love this work


love
-sister tucker


ps; ill semd pictures in once quick second dad so pleas make shore when mom sends the email out she adds the photss

and to my syblings !!!!

GIVE ME YOUR EMIL ADRESS !!!!!!

She siad with all the love in my herat but yaya ok love ya


dad this is my weekly email fyi

Sister Tucker and Sister Mozo

Best Hug ever!

Abby and Whitney

MTC Roommates